I have never been more unhappy in my life, then here, living with this family, living in this house. My life has spiraled downward and everything that I valued and all of the goals I set for myself are in shambles now. I can’t believe what my life has been the past 4 months. I’ve given up everything that meant anything to me, and you just don’t seem to understand that. I should be in a suite, in Potsdam, with Ashley. I should not have ever come in to this demon house. Its inhibiting my soul and making me angry and sad.