February 2011
48 posts
“There were so many of us who would have to live with things done and things left...”
– Looking For Alaska (via illuminatedchaos)
I think I might be a little bit of a feminist.
January 2011
54 posts
Day 3
My view on alcohol and drugs. Thats a whole thing, I personally don’t care to drink. Every once in a while I will, when the mood strikes, but generally I don’t. Drugs are a complicated mess because my dad struggles with drugs. I’m really against hard drugs. I don’t really think weed is a drug. I think experimenting with psychedelic drugs is becoming (or maybe it always has...
“I always felt like I was meant to have been born in another era, another time.”
– Johnny Depp (via parkavenueprincess)
Day 2
Ten years from now
well traveled, continuing to travel
professor with my PhD
working on writing/publishing a book
own a car, and home
Les and I will most likely be married by then
happy
lovelovelovelove. I’m so fucking happy right now.
as we wake up in your room, your face is the first thing i see. the first time i’ve seen love, and the last i’ll ever need.
Day 1.
I have the best boyfriend, ever. I feel at home with Les, at peace. I’m in love, and awl dat<3
“So avoid using the word ‘very’ because it’s lazy. A man is not very tired, he is...”
– John Keating, Dead Poet’s Society (via marinah)
A poem I wrote.
Uninterested in what we have to say,
or the thoughts in our heads,
which loop back and forth, never-ending
no resolutions, no revelations,
except those unaccepted by society
for they’re radical ideas of happiness
craziness in our heads, incomprehensible to you or myself
desperate for escape, for understanding
to fall off the earth
and land in epiphany
come home to a yelling...
I’ve become so used to chaos, that I fight with anything remotely peaceful. This is a problem.
que-serasera:
Be calm. Take it from me, I’ve been there a thousand times. You hate your pulse because it thinks you’re still alive and everything’s wrong It just gets so hard sometimes Be calm.
Anonymous asked: http://ffucker.tumblr.com/post/2685662064 for the longest time I thought this was you and Joey, apparently it's not haha.
1. your tumblr makes me gigglr
2. ahahaha thank you
1. you catch that
im so clevaaaaa
sike
2. ahahah clevahna
1.lmfao
i love you
youre so happy with yourself right now
2. Ahahaha i really am
“Some people never go crazy, What truly horrible lives they must live”
– Charles Bukowski
Wait, do you see
My heart on my sleeve?
It’s been there for days on end and
It’s been waiting for you
To open up, just you baby, come on now
I’m trying to tell you just how
I’d like to hear the words
Roll out of your mouth finally
Say that it’s always been me
That’s made you feel a way
You’ve never felt before
And I’m all you need
And...
I need to get away,
to feel again.
Anonymous asked: what college are you going to?
Anonymous asked: You're extremely pretty :)
temporaryseparation asked: What's with all these people attacking and harassing you via Tumblr?
You're obviously doing something right if people take this much time to bother you and know so much about your life.
I would like to point out that this whole thing proves just how pathetic people are. Whether it's several people or one person, they really can't find something else to do? And...
You're obviously doing something right if people take this much time to bother you and know so much about your life.
I would like to point out that this whole thing proves just how pathetic people are. Whether it's several people or one person, they really can't find something else to do? And...
hoodrulesapply asked: and nick kennedy never dated you!
Anonymous asked: ha youre still obsessed with him, it's cute.
Anonymous asked: They weren't nice.
WatchExactly. My bitch <3
Being nice to someone you dislike doesn't mean...
“You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and...”
– Lewis B. Smedes (via kari-shma)
i think about a lot of things and most of them don’t stay for long but if i had to sum it up, for you, i think i’d try. i think about my memories and replay laughs and lessons, kisses and the first time seeing people who i now know well. i think about the near future and try to tame expectations and try to focus on the now but sometimes it gets tough. i often feel like dipping in and out of life...
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.” - Chuck Palahniuk
I really want to enjoy my life.
lwcade:
I don’t know what I would do If I didn’t wake up next to you
“to recreate the syntax and measure of poor human
prose and stand before you...”
– Allen Ginsberg
“I like people and I like them to like me, but I wear my heart where God put it,...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via mymindisratherreckless)
“I have always lived violently, drunk hugely, eaten too much or not at all, slept...”
– John Steinbeck (via quotewhore)
2:37 am
Wide awake. Crying. Crying. Crying. Soggy pillow. Stuffy nose. Head hurts. Waking up for a cigarette, unintentionally. Feeling lost, disconnected, unsure, and lonely. I miss your breath, your ryhthmic beat slowly raising and lowering my own head, putting me to sleep. Crying some more. Lonliness sinking in. Unsure of what to say about any of this. I’m a mess, I’m a stupid girl.
I really want to crawl into bed with you, and stay there for days.